I wonder

If this one person fall himself's half leg in toilet bowl.
Been stuck since he leaves my text unreplied.
I wonder.
Or perhaps accidentally cut the finger by sharp knife
That's made unable to give reply.
Just I wonder.
Or he might have dead.

Booo to this one kind of hooman on this mother earth!

I hope you really stuck in that toilet bowl HAHAHAHA

TheThing is...

Have you ever had such simple question but very hard to answer? Me included. Sometimes, to be honest I don't know things about me that ones really wants to know that they don't know.

Alright, I am a kind of that is hard to open up my heart to tell what I feel, what I keep deep inside and what so ever. It is because, maybe I don't know how exactly to expressing them though you promise to keep it secret.
Besides, trustworthy issue in which you have to win your trustworthy on me that is super hard.

I am crazy. That I confessed maybe he thought I'm that like to play around and not so serious. Joke in serious conversation I guess. See, gazillion times I try try and try to tell things that you don't know here.

But I have one doubt as my finger is dancing on this keypad. It is how people in a relationship persistant and maintaining their relationship in everyday life?
Howwww man? I couldn't imagine how ones struggling to the core to enrich and give sparks in a relationship. That's why up till now never had I have even one special one in my life.

I think it is about time. Maybe god reserved him for the real time, real place and right moment.
In heart do I whisper

"I take care of my self 
And you do take care of yourself
Right moment we will meet"

In fact, untill today I turn around and look right and left if he has arrived yet. Cause, if not thousand years will I be here right waiting for you.

Love,
M

It's 2k17

Assalamualaikum and hi
Welcome to another year of 2k17 :)

The more I grow up the more I realize that no I ain't gonna have such kind of new year's resolutions which in fact I perhaps or might not able to achieve it successfully. So is better to wake up to everyday with continue doing and keep up with the consistency of good vibes and spirit.

I used to have list of goals when I was on primary school back then. This brand new year, all accesories must be blue. Blue bag, blue pencil box to start a new year. To always remind me and enhance to be motivated in study, I cut those motivational quotes from my favorite magazines Kawan and pasted on wall in bedroom. They just last for few months before we moved to our new home and hell no would I paste them with cellophonetape on new wall!

Since then, the more I grew up I found that what I desire and craving for the most is good food, comfortable home and more loves. Apart from that, having a good health with beloved ones around would be enough to have another brand new year.

There is saying that we don't need to wait for a new year but Monday to start a new day.
Although it was late, not too late to wish everyone a happy new year of 2k17 haha okay 2017.
Many happy return and properous day ahead to all!

Give it sparks!

Love, M.