Saturday, 3 December 2016

Sikit-sikit Lama-lama Jadi Bukit

Bayangkan...
Satu hari simpan satu ringgit
selama sebulan bersamaan dengan tiga puluh
jadinya tiga puluh darab dengan dua belas
tiga ratus enam puluh!

Itu baru setahun
cuba kalau bertahun-tahun
disimpan diberanakkan jumlah tersebut

tak ke jadi bukit?

Lagi lama lagi tinggi menggunung bukit tu

Worth it!
Seriously.

Why don't start now? Saving for future bit by bit.
Baby step before big step.



Image result for saving
Credit here


Friday, 2 December 2016

Red Velvet Cake by Miss Sparkler


It was a first try honestly
so give me a chance
I use to bake choc cake since it is my favorite  most of the time
cause the steps just pretty easy and I don't know but my tongue really adores it.

This time, here come the mood to give a shot of red velvet once in lifetime.
What differ from choc cake was with additional of cream cheese man!
Yummy slrrrppp ummmhh
However, to mix the ingredients by only using HANDS yes you get it right
with no mixers neither hand or stand I just made it by my hands..my hands 
*blow my nails*

So here it goes the result tadaa!!!







I know right it was not that boom boom wow fantastic baby 
but hey don't judge a cake by it's cover !
*smirk*
Actually I don't want to make the top of the cake to look so empty thus I used those remaining pieces and now I realize that people top on it with grated choc bar!
*what a dang* but never mind, at least my talent for art unleashed bit by bit ?


For recipe, I preferably not advice to give cause not sure if the recipe won't turn out well. But if you just wanna try for fun here are they.

Red velvet cake

2 cup of all purposed flour
2 large table spoon of cocoa powder
1 small table spoon of essence vanilla
1 cup of castor sugar 
1 small table spoon of salt
1 small table spoon of soda bicarbonate
1 small table spoon of baking powder
1 egg
1 cup of milk + 2 large table spoon of white vinegar = buttermilk
1 cup of nescafe without sugar
1 small table spoon of red colouring
1/2 of hot water

Cream Cheese frosting

1 packet of 250g Tartura cream cheese
50g of 250g Buttercup
2 large table spoon of white vinegar
1/2 of lemon zest or lime
1 small table spoon of essence vanilla
1 cup of castor sugar/ icing sugar

Steps

Mix all the dry ingredients happily hahaha
If you want to sieve those things than it's better to prevent from being lump? 
Okay just whatever you prefer guys.

Next,mix up all that wet ingredients together except for a cup of milk, vinegar to become buttermilk and a cup of nescafe. Left about 5 minutes of buttermilk to react together to build chemistry.

Just add them together with open heart tell you all. Just shoot it I mean no worry to fail. It's okay, come on! Lastly, add all dry and wet things inside one bowl and stir, mix them well by using your hands or mixer alternately. If wanna have a fit and toned muscle you might choose to use hands. *wink*

Then, put the cake in oven for 160 degree celcius for 40 minutes depending on your oven. Otherwise, could you use by steam on stove. 

For cream cheese one, just add those on the list up there and stir so that they mix nicely before keep in fridge for about 5-10 minutes to let it cool so that easy for us to do frosting later. After done frosting let the cake be kept in fridge for a while before have it into your mouth.

To top it off, don't you dare to 'kutuk' my cake okay! Or else you will be cursed be like ugly frog wahahaha! So just shhhhhhhesss. 

Tuesday, 15 November 2016

November Give Away!!!

Just by clicking on this below link and fill up details like name, address etc you could have those free sample give away as simple as that. Come on, check it out!

So happy redeeming free sample which will be sent to your doorstep!

Love,
xoxo




Thursday, 25 August 2016

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) ?

Is a type of personality disorder. Personality disorders are a type of mental health problem which your thoughts, beliefs and behaviours cause to longstand problem in life. BPD is also called as emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD).

Most people who have BPD suffer from:

-Problem with regulating emotion and thoughts
-Impulsive and reckless behaviour
-Unstable relationship with other people

Signs & Symptoms
  • Extreme reactions like panic, depression, rage, or frantic actions to abandonment, whether real or perceived
  • A pattern of intense and stormy relationships with family, friends, and loved ones, often veering from extreme closeness and love (idealization) to extreme dislike or anger (devaluation)
  • Distorted and unstable self-image or sense of self, which can result in sudden changes in feelings, opinions, values, or plans and goals for the future (such as school or career choices)
  • Impulsive and often dangerous behaviors, such as spending sprees, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, and binge eating
  • Recurring suicidal behaviors or threats or self-harming behavior, such as cutting
  • Intense and highly changeable moods, with each episode lasting from a few hours to a few days
  • Chronic feelings of emptiness and/or boredom
  • Inappropriate, intense anger or problems controlling angerHaving stress-related paranoid thoughts or severe dissociative symptoms, such as feeling cut off from oneself, observing oneself from outside the body, or losing touch with reality.
So, these above are just guidelines to show different light that perhaps somebody around you misbehave and you have no idea about it. Only health professional like psychiatrists could asses whether you are suffering this kind of personality disorder. Hope this help and to those who dealing with loved ones, be patient.

Sources
1.http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/borderline-personality-disorder/index.shtml

2.http://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/borderline-personality-disorder-bpd/about-bpd/?o=8668#.V74yodJ97IW

Tuesday, 21 June 2016

Mesej Penuh Makna


Niat nak tulis macam-macam.
Maaf kepada semua entri ini mungkin tiada bermanfaat untuk dibaca.

Hanya satu wadah untuk jemari menari di ruangan maya.

Serius macam-macam. Lepas tulis padam. Dah tiga puluh minit tulis padam.
Jadi let's do this, supaya untuk menjadi juga satu entri biarkan saja apa jari ingin menaip di keyboard ini sehingga mahu berhenti. 

tulis saja kecuali salah eja. 

Kecamuk haru biru  nanti tulis di sini ish terbuka sangat
baik ambil buku luah semua dalam itu

haih tuhan. selain kau yang maha mengetahu segala rasa di hati segala takdir hidup setiap hambaMu 
apakah aku saja yang merasakannya dari diri atau dari luar diri jiwa muda jiwa memberontak jiwa haus dengan kebenaran terkadang mudah salahkan tuhan dan akhirnya kembali pada tuhan jua.

okay fokus nak cerita pasal tulisan mini novel The Healing Love adalah ilham di kotak fikiran tentang dari tuhan untuk melampiaskan rasa terpendam, rasa rindu, rasa bersatu rasa bertuhan. Ditulis atau dicoret tanpa dengan penuh harapan yang tersimpan rapi di dalam hati moga suatu ketika satu saat di atas bumi di alam dunia masih ada harapan untuk manusia sedar  hubungan sesama manusia diperbaiki.

Hidup ini  Pentas dunia yang cuba difahami.

Bila mana manusia bertanya kenapa mengapa bagaimana?
Nampak betapa celaru apa di fikiran ini namun tetap mahu menulis? Susunan berterabur bila minda tak berada di centre of allignment aduhai.

Kasih disatukan. Persengketaan dihapuskan.Berlandaskan cinta kepada Allah.
itu moto atau visi mini novel hasil tulisan aku yang setiap baris kata mengalir spontan seiring dengan gambaran di minda yang menjadi penggerak sehingga part 52 ditulis.

Paling manis, ada yang sudi membaca sama ada secara silent reader tak kurang juga meninggalkan komen.

"Ah aku sekadar bermimpi dan mengimpikan dan berharap! Tapi tak mustahil kan? Tuhan pernah pesan kun fayakun, jadi maka jadilah! Maknanya, tiada apa yang mustahil melainkan dengan izin Dia. "

Lihat sekarang contoh yang realiti. Semua di situ. Atau barangkali tuhan punya rencana lagi lain

Atau aku sekadar menaruh harapan yang tak akan kesampaian akan visi seperti diatas.


Ya Allah.

Segala yang baik hanya dari Engkau, segala yang buruk dari diri kami sendiri.


Sunday, 29 May 2016

Beautiful reminder


Having read this hadith is enough to make myself freaking trembling.
I really wish
in silent and with great hope
that my prayer will be granted
even it would risk my life.

This hadith remind us to keep maintaining and sustaining the relationship among family members.

Having said about this is enough made me remind of one particular incident since I was pretty young.
The most I HATE
why?
cause it caused me to suffer deep down till now.

Trying hard to avoid to hate the person
instead hating the THINGS.


credit to here

Shed of tears


Somehow Let it always be Sparkling motivates me to always be happy
keep revive to hang in there
while it last
though behind of it, poured with rain and thunder
shaking roughly the boat

Thought it could be bear and handled 
but unexpectedly is not.
O dear self.

It was terribly suck
yet strikes me again
the most terrifying thing- ruin my mental state

the rebel me
the sorrow
the emptiness 
the longing
such everything was not falling into its place
such that 5-year-old me stuck in the present body

why me?



nuffnang