Showing posts with label Emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emo. Show all posts

Wednesday, 1 November 2017

I almost..

Gave up! Seriously with joining this so-called Modern Bride Show in conjunction of convocation festival in my university.

At first, it seems okay Janns and Sophia but Janns be like 50-50. Since Janns knows how to do make up, I must persuade her no matter what.

Few weeks later, I bumped into Janns and asked if she agreed and serious to join this competition. Insufficient make up tools is okay, we can buy.

"You going to participate right?"

"No I don't want to."

Fine. You just get lost out of my sight. Okay that I just utter in my heart.

"Uhuh OKAY NEVER MIND!" Dissapointedly I replied.

And there it goes on and on I feel like giving up. Though this is the best plan from God to me. Maybe He just wants me to concentrate with theater since the date for both bridal show and theater would be on the same day but on different time.

Then, my fingers swiftly Whatsapp Palie, my virtual friend who is a photographer asking if he know any makeup artist here in Perthlis or Northern region. Make it short, Reiymei come to the rescue all the way from Kedah.

I swear the process in getting this makeup artist (MUA) to come join this Modern Bride Show was so with ease and smooth alhamdulillah.  Though, at first, we had misunderstanding where he thought he needs to bring his own model which is NOOoo! Alright, chill Moon...get this MUA clear with detailed information.

"Nononono, you have no need to bring any model with you cause what..I am the model and you as the MUA and Sophia as assistant MUA."

"Okay got it but I have one issue here. I don't have transport cause I'm taking train from my place to there. You need to fetch me or else I might get lost to Siam (Thailand) by train"

"Right, I will fetch you from train station in Arau, no worries."

"One thing, how about the registration fees?"

"That, it's on me okay so now deal you are coming to my university?"

"Sure I will come to this bubbly's girl university."

*red face*

On the day, I and Sophia hopped on MyBus to fetch him and even earlier I said to this MUA Reiymei that we are going to fetch him by MyBus not YourBus hahaha!

"I have no problem at all."Thank god...

Then, I and Sophia arrived earlier and we had a late breakfast near the KTM Arau while waiting for his arrival.

"I had arrived, but theres one friend coming with me."

"Okay wait at the front of KTM entrance I come to you now. May I know what do you like to have for lunch? And drink?"

"Chicken rice and iced coffee please.."

Done with lunch, we straight away heading to university main campus where the competition is going to be held. Meanwhile I overheard Reiymei told his friend, Hisyam to make up me with one this particular style. I was like don't you make my face look like dracula mannnnn.

Chill...breathe in...breathe out. With Sophia argued to take Uber not MyBus to our university in Pauh. I then agreed.

The procees in dressing up and making up me went well and smoothly. This talented MUA Reiymei to be honest has a specialty in special effect make up even has ten years of experience in doing this thing. He even owns and runs his own production house calle Red Chillies Production.

"Why red?" I asked spontaneously.
"Cause I love red." He said confidently with a light smile on his lip.

"Nice...wow you know what you are the one and only outsider to come here. The rest are students."

He seems pretty shocked with my words. So we set the target we could win this competition.We were given an hour to getting ready and everything and he did his job so efficiently amagaddd even Sophia was there keep observing and adore how this MUA works.

It was also my first time asked to wear that artificial eyelashes. How it felt? Freaking heavy and uncomfortable at first but I get used to it.

"You never had wear this stuff right?"

"That's true."

"Nevermind, it's normal to feel uncomfortable but gradually would be alright. Okay open your eyes slowly.."

Suddenly, Dr Mai came in to the make up room and approached me.
"Oh it's you Munirah I almost didn't recognize you! Wow, you can get married after this."

Sure, just pass me a tall, fair and handsome man and I will say "I do" now. She burst into laugh and wide smile.

Done with make up, it's time to cat walk on the stage in front of the judges. My over long and narrow dark blue mermaid dress was like stucked while I getting ready to climb the stage's stairs.

"Please don't get stumble on the stage please dont get stumble it will be shame in front of these people please." I speak to myself with heart thumping like crazy frog.

So what I do was hold a bit the lower part of the dress while do the walk on stage where all eyes were watching at me presenting the bridal dress. Whatever.

I noticed Reiymei,Kimi and Sophia were watching from the seat in front of stage. I just smiled to cover my nervous and the emcees is now going to announce the winnerrrrr!

Dup dap dup dap

We won as the first runner-up

I know what was the lacking -the walk on stage.

As for me, is better to win second place rather than stumbled on the stage and I don't know where to hide my face.

I ramble a lot tonight, but before I pen off let's see the artwork done by Reiymei okay? Okay.

In short, never give up even until last minute. We do planning, Allah is also planning but His plan is the best. Thank you so much to Reiymei for having me and make this to reality and Sophia too! I love you guys :)

That feeling of almost giving up tho


The marvelous stupendous gorgeous effect

Be optimistic for everything

Mystery Transformation

My friend were shocked to see this photo thinking I got married. Nah im not okay.
I look like an opera woman amagad

Speculation

Bride and talented MUA Reiymei

One team

Dramatization

Can I go wander in your heart?

Yasss we did it!



Tuesday, 10 October 2017

Seal with Love But..

Be careful with it

Cause it is fragile thus please handle with care

For I am too, a human with that feelings

In the midst of feeling over the moon

Deep inside my heart is in the shed of tears

Silently unexpressed

Let only God soothes this wounded heart

Though gradually but His cure

is the best

Allah ya Wadud

The All Loving <3

Life's too short, cherish while it last. ENJOY!

Friday, 22 September 2017

Blessings Taken For Granted?

Welcome back to school yohooo!

First thing first Im so soooo sowieee
Okay serious.
I am so terribly sorry for being passive on here for a month or maybe more than that.
You know, when semester break kicks in, there is only one in my mind that I wanna do.
E.N.J.O.Y yass guys enjoying to the fullest the off from hectic and dizziness of assignments and exams and etc and end up a pile of entries were postpone to be posted on here.

To be honest, I already wrote on my notebook for what I want to update here to be sharing with the readers whooaapp! Do there people read or visit by here?
Thank you for anyone who dropping by I really appreciate and humbly from the bottom of my heart for you to comment on the comment session below with any kind of words especially in sharing something beneficial okay can you? Right.

So far all is good and I'm kinda starting over a new leaf with my self motivation or self esteem.
I mean who else if we ourselves didn't be strong for ourselves right?
People usually are happier to see you be fall or being in calamity instead be succeed and move forward cause they can't see you are in advance than him. To be frank, people in current era are kinda scary or I'm the one who feeling this thing?

I had promised to myself last time that I'm going to share something here that might bring advice to us all. How it is so special and a blessed to have a good health. Have you ever wonder when you are feeling sick which will lead to affect any other things like important works that need to be done or for sure the mood gets affected and feeling like death is coming to us.

It was pretty frightening when suddenly I felt so hardly to breathe, gasping for air and there times where the heart went palpitation and made me feel "O God, am I going to be dead so soon? What if this is a heart attack? Noooo..."

That moment there were very quite often it happened yes during semester break. Feeling worried about myself I undoubtedly told my mom and quickly she asked her colleague to arrange for an appointment with doctor. That time she was still in Kuala Terengganu (K.T) where has been 1.5 years to served with HSNZ at the heart of K.T. before now alhamdulillah she's been transferred back to our hometown yeay!

Back to the story, so on the day once I complained about being hard to breathe and everything then mom called me and said to get ready to be on for an electronic portable device called Holter.
What the hell is this hahaha okay chill... it is actually a device that records the heart's rythm within 24 hours and guess what you cannot get shower the whole time had that device been stick to the body.


Image result for holter monitor images
Holter monitor device
Once done with that thing, when mom was back for weekend off duty she brought me to hospital for further check up that was blood investigation and Echocardiogram (ECG). On that day we got to know the result which all was okay but...Dr.S said to me that he suspected my red blood cell shape were not in that supposedly like normal one. They were in various shape.

He gave analogy like doughnut. Yass doughnut where there were Dunkin Donut, Big Apple Donut, normal donut and 'kuih keria' (malay traditional kuih) which might showing that I'm having certain blood disease issues here. However, this shall not affect my routine he guess inshaaAllah.. and in order to know further I had to take another blood test just for another one specific investigation. Of course my Queen would draw my blood not anybody else no no no.

As for the Holter's result (all result was fast thank god) it's been detected I've suffering from rapid or palpitation at 7.40pm. Can I say maybe it's you that made my heart been not in order can I LOL.
"Here showing that you are feeling palpitation and..."
"Aha! Yass that's it! You are so clever doc..how do you know?"

Like hello...result was in his hand god! That Dr.S was kinda shocked to my reaction that we the one who might get mild heart attack caused by me. Gulp.
But seriously, there is one fine of feeling sensibility deep here in my self "What if I will die soon in few days or few hours suddenly?"

Sighhhhh. That week was a bit stressful to me to had this scary thought until mom said to me "we had did the best to do scientifically and now to Allah we submit everything."

Yes mama, we did our best let Allah do the rest.

My point is, how easily most of us to take for granted the health that we have now?
Do we use it for good?
The eyesight, the taste bud, the sound we hear, tongue to utter words, hands and legs?

Fa bi ayyi alaa irrobbikuma tukazzibaan
(And to which of His blessing do we deny from?)

Let us reflect for a second.





Wednesday, 25 January 2017

I wonder

If this one person fall himself's half leg in toilet bowl.
Been stuck since he leaves my text unreplied.
I wonder.
Or perhaps accidentally cut the finger by sharp knife
That's made unable to give reply.
Just I wonder.
Or he might have dead.

Booo to this one kind of hooman on this mother earth!

I hope you really stuck in that toilet bowl HAHAHAHA

Wednesday, 7 December 2016

To love and be loved


I was thinking alone
Let the thought go wonder
How easy to give deliver to a baby/babies
But never to raise and to educate them very wel, to have proper example to dear loved ones.
Right?
If parents' responsible are just giving birth, feed them food, give clothes they going to be growing up. Easy-peasy if that is it.
But, reality is the duty comes in one whole package which the most important thing is to raise, educate, give right amount of love needed and things like that.
Must be challenging. Then have to give equal love, equal privilages if got siblings. 
What really do makes my heart feels moved is whenever seeing lovely sisters and brothers having that freaking wonderful precious moment among themselves with parents. So heaven feeling I can't put into words though.

Desperate of me like wholly desperate
P/s: Have got the free samples today. I know im an adult baby peace!

Sunday, 29 May 2016

Beautiful reminder


Having read this hadith is enough to make myself freaking trembling.
I really wish
in silent and with great hope
that my prayer will be granted
even it would risk my life.

This hadith remind us to keep maintaining and sustaining the relationship among family members.

Having said about this is enough made me remind of one particular incident since I was pretty young.
The most I HATE
why?
cause it caused me to suffer deep down till now.

Trying hard to avoid to hate the person
instead hating the THINGS.


credit to here

Shed of tears


Somehow Let it always be Sparkling motivates me to always be happy
keep revive to hang in there
while it last
though behind of it, poured with rain and thunder
shaking roughly the boat

Thought it could be bear and handled 
but unexpectedly is not.
O dear self.

It was terribly suck
yet strikes me again
the most terrifying thing- ruin my mental state

the rebel me
the sorrow
the emptiness 
the longing
such everything was not falling into its place
such that 5-year-old me stuck in the present body

why me?



Monday, 14 March 2016

It's Now or Never


Translated with verification certs like CRAZY checked.
International passport photo with white background checked.
Passport checked.
Interview succeeded.

NOT going, that's it - the end.

My mom's journey in her career life peeps.

In what field? Oh in nursing. (Curiosity always hit homo sapien I knew.)

T_T

So what the hell is she's not going for another place out of her comfort zone? She was really stressful until can't bear enough to wait over here whilst there were folks that easily being offered to that specific post.
Meanwhile, for more than two years she had done with her degree and spent thousands (in cash) to pay the fees. Seems like all those efforts are not worth it gone just like that.

Useless.

Truly double standard I dare to say.

Here, no more 'come clean' unless you got 'cable' behind the organization- insider.

Yeah when no other things except money and high expectation which is towards seeking appreciation for hard work and privileges is not only le Queen looking for but her colleagues as well. No wonder loads of them went off abroad though leaving the kids and husband with maid.

*HUH*

Think twice, think thrice - NOT going is the best answer.

Money we can find but there's beyond than that that are way more important I supposed.

How come my mommy off to S*!G**RE without me how dare she is to do so yet of course she will must have a visit to the USS! No this must be wrong just if and only I am not staying along with her.

So forget about being living in abroad (Seberang nuh je pun)
Continue life as usual - go working to the hospital as a nurse with the most presentable smiley on face added with positive sense to be spread to patients who seeking cure and therapy not to mention those HO and MO.

*smirk*

Cut it short, out of sudden my Queen has been offered for promotion but............
has to be transferred to out of the state HAHAHAHA! (I actually quite sobs you guys.)
Feel me- I have grown up with the hospital my mom worked for years and tadaaa!

From Pahang flying to Terengganu man. Why not Langkawi or exactly Perlis? Or Kedah or Penang? Why must Terengganu? If just the up most officer was just my close great grandpa- know I how to lobby him then.

Embrace- that's what should we do among above after all. It's never easy to get such this precious chance. Might this is a stepping stone for her to go higher higher and higher and she's done if she dares to forget me- the one that gone wild and insane in contacting my FB-lawyer-friends that I never met in real!
And here you go for this I met them in real at last.

So tomorrow is her new chapter in life as a leader to her own peeps.
I pray and wish that more good things to happened despite all before that my darling Queen has been trough thick and thin. Last week was the week she been pampered they made more than two farewell parties okay!
Not to mention the Docs that fetched her from home to take for dinner consequently!

How amazing her charms that almost everyone treats her with foods~~~~~ I want to be there tooooo!

Emo ops.

You know all this happened just in a blink of an eye!

I am shocked. Despair. Happy. Cheer. Mixed.

All in all, saying goodbye is never the ending if the moment arrive, then we will meet again right?

Soaring upward mommy!!!!

lopas ni belanja pizza kfc nandos Kenny Rogers and my desire novelsssssss!

puhlease. To those who are still waiting for something you are hoping for, trust me the time will come eventually late or fast it would be- just have faith :)

Never lose hope okay?

In short, Big Congratulations from your BIG Die hard FAN,

Anakanda (daughter)


after this aiming for that bold color uniform mom :)

the 'stairs'...urm uneven. The most hottest doc in runway model haks

Some of them, part of the team.

New model...perhaps? In charge of ornaments etc

P/S: Thanks to all on behalf of my beloved Queen. Thanks to Kak Suza for sending photos to me to enhance my envy You guys cool and amazing and uh ya surprising :)

Would really appreciate it and see ya again when I see ya sobs :(

Best of luck in running the clinic in future with fantastic baybeh.

Sunday, 28 February 2016

Ekkkjeng - what's that?

Mee Hong says it meaning in real E.X.A.M

*she'll kill me and blabbering before stab me by using her saliva*

"Do the best and let Allah do the rest."

I whispered to my dear self repeatedly.
Just everyday it took courage and perseverance
to hold on and hang in there
while whole body shivered and wondered - WHAT'S gonna happened if this or that occured?
I submit all to The Most Glorious and The Most Merciful
Him.

The freaking last two weeks were so stressful, dead, feeling like gasping man.
It was like
"OMG what was I've learnt all this while for this semester?!"

Heartbeat getting fast like crazy
like bursting BUFFF!
But hey what the hell if I be like that instead of being chill and cool like
"Hey, it's just exam not you going to have a major operation between life and death so nothing big deal right? Relax. Breathe."

Err actually it do between life and death literally right? Look, a student needs to success in his study so that he could secure his desire job and then buy Nissan Skyline GTR  and own a luxury bungalow with perfect fully furnished, huge swimming pool, high-end home theater  -havoc right bahahaha 

Simple. Start from NOW.

Ok back to the story, where were we? LOL.
Nine subjects minus co-curriculum so now there's eight subjects to be revised and go through from A to Z
Yes I repeat from A to Z starting with introduction of theory of communication, introduction of principle communication networking, translate that mixing bilingual of notes for writing for new media blablablablabla

*sigh and fainted*

Not to mention with final editing of report and editing of assignments. I turned zombie, not sleep for the whole day from early night till dawn settling editing solely. Lucky to have my b.a.b.i LOL

Bagiku Awak Begitu Istimewa don't bash me guys.

*creepy I tell chuuuu*

but do I have choices? BIG NO. That's it. There were so much on this thought at the moment.

Frightened. Yeah not me the only one to felt it but them the others that took RA72 program.

Two weeks was so long to finish those crazy three hours for every each examination papers exclude one paper - Public Speaking which was one and half hour duration. That one was once had battle with 80% coursework.

"Kau Rasa?" You think? 

gagagagagagagappppp baq hang 

All in all believe it or not - I did it! Yeah I did it man! OMG all praises to Him, alhamdulillah.
Though lots of things happened a year back than (I even DID NOT want it to happened) yet to see in different point of view or perspective, I survived :)

This won't happened with the blessing and wills of Him truly speaking. And now up to next level and have to see it will never easy to achieve something big unless with great effort and patient and more. The most important part is to maintain, being the top and creme de la creme. 

"Gulp"

Ok chill.

oh jassssduuuwiittt! -Nike's wise word :)

#justdoit

Gang public speaking of coz with Mee Hong, Shrul the keyy-L boy, Aiman the local of Perth..lisian, Kama hispter, Leyla oh Leyla, Mai the mak-mak kinda one and  Mek  *wink*
Future of Prof Farid explaining theory thingy (you owe me loads of choc man)
the boys with most famous and hot prof madya aziz satar 
over counting wives bahahahaha *silau*

Us housemates exclude that attention seeker dudes at the back. 
So dramatism 
BM exam day at kubeng gajoh 
ok guys enough with shot now let's step into that freaking hall face with writing for new media



Guys let's hentam kromo ekjeng jap lagi ye set!



Wrong face expression during examination's day



my b.a.b.i so lovely in baju kurung haks

Saturday, 20 February 2016

Appreciate Love



Love manifests itself in different way

though it's all up to us to interpret - L.O.V.E



In my own definition of 'Love' means -pure, beautiful and miracle (just popping out of my mind the moment I am writing this)



Love is subjective as different people might have their own perspective or opinion about love.

There would be a girl that mad in love with 'sugar daddy' ops! (for example)

Or perhaps a girl having affair with a married man and she doesn't care at all though would be the second wife

as long as the man would be by her side 24/7 not to mention had well prepared with a luxury fully furnished condominium and a brand new Nissan Skyline r34 for her.



*phewww*



but for the sake of love - anything for you bayyybeee



so love is in the air going high high and high!



Otherwise there's no the saying of "LOVE IS BLIND" or the lovers are the blind actually?



Point is, love could be in any form and as mentioned before, love manifests itself in different way so what I can say here, appreciate it as you won't never know when you are out of time. We're just borrowed and at the end of time everything will gone. That's for sure peeps.



So cherish the moment right now and appreciate the love by keep spreading the love by spending the time with loved ones this weekend for instance.



Got it?



Mucho love mmmwaahh!


Thursday, 18 February 2016

That Magic Word

A cute teenage girl came in her cuter's lecturer room.

No, not for the discussion thingy either about the all dissatisfaction that be kept in the girl's mind just to waiting the right moment to speak out loud to that cuter lecturer than the girl.

pehe dok ni?

Make it short, the girl entered the room to buy the brand new book of Interpersonal Communication by who?

that writer of course!

So, once the girl settled with the purchasing and ready to step outta the room the cuter lecturer than her said out of the blue

"Congrats."

Luckily, the girl fast loading to catch up what was the subject refer to of the saying of that 'congrats'.
She with full of smile on her face with a little pimple due to missing her Queen of da Zadora El Merinque (where is that country actually?)mommy damn so badly cause you know it is still the first week that the girl just started class for semester tu two.

So itu perkara norrrrmal kan kan? Kasi chance ah ye!

Ok we continue the story back again..

Where were we just now? Oh this is because of you mom.

So the girl smiled and felt so high.

Maigad is that can?

Okay we try once again.

So the girl smiled and replied gratefully with the magic word before she leaving the room with

Thank you :)

p/s: you know who is that cute girl right? But that cuter lecturer than the girl? Oh better the girl only knows cause she is super cute than you I bet.

Night world and have a nice day ahead

mucho love

colorful of life as these beautiful of flower make my heart always thinking of you my biyuuutipul mommy that crazy with bunga kembang pukul sploh :)


Tuesday, 16 February 2016

My Dear Salman Faris (Cutie Next Door)

Maka bermulalah pengembaraan semester dua!

Straight to the point - first class was Innovation and Creative Skills

Guess siapakah gerangan yang mengajar tadi?

My ex bhahaha!

Ex-rps (rakan pembimbing siswa) named En.Maskor

All in all I just can't say as it was only the very beginning and will update and pour out all what I go through coming soon- so beware

*wink*

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Okay frankly, I just need sometimes to adjust well I mean everything for my good sake too pheww...
Yeah adjusting which is kinda hard to make it but have to. Imagine that I had for more than a month of semester break so am writing this in post-semester-break-mood :(

Mama..I miss you damn so much
missing to be your private driver - drive you every morning to the work
cooking whatever my fav dishes - spaghetti, macaroni, choc cake, nasi cicoh budu with ikang singgang  uhhhh scrumptious bayybehh

**srrrp**


Muhammad Salman Al-Farisi - guy next my door that never fails to melt my heart
his cheeky voice, sulking like silly lady maigad, longing for the calling every time he out his house

"aunty...?ah kak...? ah kak..."

Oh man how can't I refuse to attend to this sweetheart? He's such a cutie pie that shine my day though

Hard to move on seriously even he's just only the kid of next door sobs :(

It's the bonding and LOVE that matter uh plisss don't grow up too fast my darling.

Ah kak cayangggg Salman! and of course aunty Queen your always best friend.

*sigh*

p/s: had phoned and talk to him just evening and to my concern that he has fever though missing so dearly of me haks haks. Well his teeth is coming out but I bet deep in his heart that he's missing me and da bibik right Salman? You just don't know how to put into words right baby? My mom said that and yeah it make sense.

I just love this cutie so much lillahi taala. May he be a good son to his parents and always be a sweetheart.
Exclude being a hot and player that one I would teach my way if it happened.


Horse riding with Ah Kak :)
Muahhh ciket kat reader yang sudi terjah ke sini Salman




Ah Kak Su aka bibik nak igit eeee larikkkk! Gila bapak bingit telinga bila budak ni jerit doyyyyy




Nak ball? Saiyyang dulu! And he without doubt did it  awww 
Awek wekwekwekwek *blerghhh* 



Percayalah I lafff you more than Ah Kak kalau awak bawa saya round naik basikal ni -Salman 
Last day of our play time together at late evening :(
uai aju2 ampai okok sena apa alam aju sekuntum unga ina (Salman's song get it understood by yourself kay.)
thanks for reading everybody! Muuuuuwaahh from Ah Kak Salman  <3

Monday, 14 December 2015

Rest Well Tunku Abdul Jalil

I may not or even not know you at all
we even didn't for once never face to face in real
but...
honestly 
the first time I 'knew' you right away my heart had melted 
I've fallen in love in with your soft and beautiful soul that you posses 
the way you speak up
the coolness in you that enhance your charisma 
indeed your humbleness and sense of humor
has really caught my attention to always stalking on your indirectly through one this kind of social media
you were so active in there 
though not only me admire you but all other people as well.

I truly salute how humble and modest you were though you were royal son
until I had expressed to my 'queen' once before
how cool to have someone humble as you as a husband 
if and if only it do happened
or the least what if I have a golden opportunity to meet you in real as a friend just only for once?
you know I love to sink in my own world so yeah 
yet I realized it would kinda impossible to be real 

It was so inspiring of how brave you are to fight for the liver cancer that is you have never wanted for
right?
So there others that experience the same illness as you
but there it is to show how Allah really loves His servants.

He tested you with this kind of illness
liver cancer.

I am so over the moon whenever to see your update photo in the instagram
you look so thin and never-give-up-person 
though you are bearing with intense pain 
still a full smile showed at your face.
No wonder the whole nation really admire and love you so dearly

However,
Last Sunday...as today 
it was a shocking news to hear that you had passed away
due to liver cancer stage four and you were weakening for all these past few months
My heart was like stop from beating for sec when Nina, my housemate said that
you just passed away just now.

At first it was hard and I reluctant to accept the fact that you had gone
or whether it just a rumor solely
It was totally unexpected at all about the news 
indeed it was so hard to believe.

Truth be told
you really had gone.
I speechless
truly speechless indeed

I checked on your instagram and figured out that the genuine account has been deleted
out of the blue
while the news about you had passed away was true and valid.

All was happened in just a blink of eye really
It must be a difficult time for your family and relatives especially to embrace this for sure
you know that I envy of you know?
You have all cousins that really loves and they feel the loss of you
 I admit I cry 
to see how one of your beloved cousin expressed the grief 
I just cannot 
this was truly made me touched.

Johor now has a great lost of a beautiful yet thoughtful prince as you

No matter what it is
this has always comfort me to be embrace and redha

"From Him we come and to Him shall we return"

and

"Every souls should taste the feel of death"

and I do believe that this is your perfect time to be back to Allah  and He loves you so much so that you don't have to endure the intense pain you bear for all these while anymore.


I believe that you are in a better place over there.

Rest well Almarhum Tunku Abdul Jalil Bin Zarith Sofia

Al-Fatihah.












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