Rest Well Tunku Abdul Jalil

I may not or even not know you at all

we even didn't for once never face to face in real

but...

honestly 

the first time I 'knew' you right away my heart had melted 

I've fallen in love in with your soft and beautiful soul that you posses 

the way you speak up

the coolness in you that enhance your charisma 

indeed your humbleness and sense of humor

has really caught my attention to always stalking on your indirectly through one this kind of social media

you were so active in there 

though not only me admire you but all other people as well.

I truly salute how humble and modest you were though you were royal son

until I had expressed to my 'queen' once before

how cool to have someone humble as you as a husband 

if and if only it do happened

or the least what if I have a golden opportunity to meet you in real as a friend just only for once?

you know I love to sink in my own world so yeah 

yet I realized it would kinda impossible to be real 

It was so inspiring of how brave you are to fight for the liver cancer that is you have never wanted for

right?

So there others that experience the same illness as you

but there it is to show how Allah really loves His servants.

He tested you with this kind of illness

liver cancer.

I am so over the moon whenever to see your update photo in the instagram

you look so thin and never-give-up-person 

though you are bearing with intense pain 

still a full smile showed at your face.

No wonder the whole nation really admire and love you so dearly

However,

Last Sunday...as today 

it was a shocking news to hear that you had passed away

due to liver cancer stage four and you were weakening for all these past few months

My heart was like stop from beating for sec when Nina, my housemate said that

you just passed away just now.

At first it was hard and I reluctant to accept the fact that you had gone

or whether it just a rumor solely

It was totally unexpected at all about the news 

indeed it was so hard to believe.

Truth be told

you really had gone.

I speechless

truly speechless indeed

I checked on your instagram and figured out that the genuine account has been deleted

out of the blue

while the news about you had passed away was true and valid.

All was happened in just a blink of eye really

It must be a difficult time for your family and relatives especially to embrace this for sure

you know that I envy of you know?

You have all cousins that really loves and they feel the loss of you

 I admit I cry 

to see how one of your beloved cousin expressed the grief 

I just cannot 

this was truly made me touched.

Johor now has a great lost of a beautiful yet thoughtful prince as you

No matter what it is

this has always comfort me to be embrace and redha

"From Him we come and to Him shall we return"

and

"Every souls should taste the feel of death"

and I do believe that this is your perfect time to be back to Allah  and He loves you so much so that you don't have to endure the intense pain you bear for all these while anymore.

I believe that you are in a better place over there.

Rest well Almarhum Tunku Abdul Jalil Bin Zarith Sofia

Al-Fatihah.