I almost..

Gave up! Seriously with joining this so-called Modern Bride Show in conjunction of convocation festival in my university.

At first, it seems okay Janns and Sophia but Janns be like 50-50. Since Janns knows how to do make up, I must persuade her no matter what.

Few weeks later, I bumped into Janns and asked if she agreed and serious to join this competition. Insufficient make up tools is okay, we can buy.

"You going to participate right?"

"No I don't want to."

Fine. You just get lost out of my sight. Okay that I just utter in my heart.

"Uhuh OKAY NEVER MIND!" Dissapointedly I replied.

And there it goes on and on I feel like giving up. Though this is the best plan from God to me. Maybe He just wants me to concentrate with theater since the date for both bridal show and theater would be on the same day but on different time.

Then, my fingers swiftly Whatsapp Palie, my virtual friend who is a photographer asking if he know any makeup artist here in Perthlis or Northern region. Make it short, Reiymei come to the rescue all the way from Kedah.

I swear the process in getting this makeup artist (MUA) to come join this Modern Bride Show was so with ease and smooth alhamdulillah.  Though, at first, we had misunderstanding where he thought he needs to bring his own model which is NOOoo! Alright, chill Moon...get this MUA clear with detailed information.

"Nononono, you have no need to bring any model with you cause what..I am the model and you as the MUA and Sophia as assistant MUA."

"Okay got it but I have one issue here. I don't have transport cause I'm taking train from my place to there. You need to fetch me or else I might get lost to Siam (Thailand) by train"

"Right, I will fetch you from train station in Arau, no worries."

"One thing, how about the registration fees?"

"That, it's on me okay so now deal you are coming to my university?"

"Sure I will come to this bubbly's girl university."

*red face*

On the day, I and Sophia hopped on MyBus to fetch him and even earlier I said to this MUA Reiymei that we are going to fetch him by MyBus not YourBus hahaha!

"I have no problem at all."Thank god...

Then, I and Sophia arrived earlier and we had a late breakfast near the KTM Arau while waiting for his arrival.

"I had arrived, but theres one friend coming with me."

"Okay wait at the front of KTM entrance I come to you now. May I know what do you like to have for lunch? And drink?"

"Chicken rice and iced coffee please.."

Done with lunch, we straight away heading to university main campus where the competition is going to be held. Meanwhile I overheard Reiymei told his friend, Hisyam to make up me with one this particular style. I was like don't you make my face look like dracula mannnnn.

Chill...breathe in...breathe out. With Sophia argued to take Uber not MyBus to our university in Pauh. I then agreed.

The procees in dressing up and making up me went well and smoothly. This talented MUA Reiymei to be honest has a specialty in special effect make up even has ten years of experience in doing this thing. He even owns and runs his own production house calle Red Chillies Production.

"Why red?" I asked spontaneously.
"Cause I love red." He said confidently with a light smile on his lip.

"Nice...wow you know what you are the one and only outsider to come here. The rest are students."

He seems pretty shocked with my words. So we set the target we could win this competition.We were given an hour to getting ready and everything and he did his job so efficiently amagaddd even Sophia was there keep observing and adore how this MUA works.

It was also my first time asked to wear that artificial eyelashes. How it felt? Freaking heavy and uncomfortable at first but I get used to it.

"You never had wear this stuff right?"

"That's true."

"Nevermind, it's normal to feel uncomfortable but gradually would be alright. Okay open your eyes slowly.."

Suddenly, Dr Mai came in to the make up room and approached me.
"Oh it's you Munirah I almost didn't recognize you! Wow, you can get married after this."

Sure, just pass me a tall, fair and handsome man and I will say "I do" now. She burst into laugh and wide smile.

Done with make up, it's time to cat walk on the stage in front of the judges. My over long and narrow dark blue mermaid dress was like stucked while I getting ready to climb the stage's stairs.

"Please don't get stumble on the stage please dont get stumble it will be shame in front of these people please." I speak to myself with heart thumping like crazy frog.

So what I do was hold a bit the lower part of the dress while do the walk on stage where all eyes were watching at me presenting the bridal dress. Whatever.

I noticed Reiymei,Kimi and Sophia were watching from the seat in front of stage. I just smiled to cover my nervous and the emcees is now going to announce the winnerrrrr!

Dup dap dup dap

We won as the first runner-up

I know what was the lacking -the walk on stage.

As for me, is better to win second place rather than stumbled on the stage and I don't know where to hide my face.

I ramble a lot tonight, but before I pen off let's see the artwork done by Reiymei okay? Okay.

In short, never give up even until last minute. We do planning, Allah is also planning but His plan is the best. Thank you so much to Reiymei for having me and make this to reality and Sophia too! I love you guys :)

That feeling of almost giving up tho

The marvelous stupendous gorgeous effect

Be optimistic for everything

Mystery Transformation

My friend were shocked to see this photo thinking I got married. Nah im not okay.

I look like an opera woman amagad

Speculation

Bride and talented MUA Reiymei

One team

Dramatization

Can I go wander in your heart?

Yasss we did it!

It's Now or Never

Translated with verification certs like CRAZY checked.
International passport photo with white background checked.
Passport checked.
Interview succeeded.

NOT going, that's it - the end.

My mom's journey in her career life peeps.

In what field? Oh in nursing. (Curiosity always hit homo sapien I knew.)

T_T

So what the hell is she's not going for another place out of her comfort zone? She was really stressful until can't bear enough to wait over here whilst there were folks that easily being offered to that specific post.
Meanwhile, for more than two years she had done with her degree and spent thousands (in cash) to pay the fees. Seems like all those efforts are not worth it gone just like that.

Useless.

Truly double standard I dare to say.

Here, no more 'come clean' unless you got 'cable' behind the organization- insider.

Yeah when no other things except money and high expectation which is towards seeking appreciation for hard work and privileges is not only le Queen looking for but her colleagues as well. No wonder loads of them went off abroad though leaving the kids and husband with maid.

*HUH*

Think twice, think thrice - NOT going is the best answer.

Money we can find but there's beyond than that that are way more important I supposed.

How come my mommy off to S*!G**RE without me how dare she is to do so yet of course she will must have a visit to the USS! No this must be wrong just if and only I am not staying along with her.

So forget about being living in abroad (Seberang nuh je pun)
Continue life as usual - go working to the hospital as a nurse with the most presentable smiley on face added with positive sense to be spread to patients who seeking cure and therapy not to mention those HO and MO.

*smirk*

Cut it short, out of sudden my Queen has been offered for promotion but............
has to be transferred to out of the state HAHAHAHA! (I actually quite sobs you guys.)
Feel me- I have grown up with the hospital my mom worked for years and tadaaa!

From Pahang flying to Terengganu man. Why not Langkawi or exactly Perlis? Or Kedah or Penang? Why must Terengganu? If just the up most officer was just my close great grandpa- know I how to lobby him then.

Embrace- that's what should we do among above after all. It's never easy to get such this precious chance. Might this is a stepping stone for her to go higher higher and higher and she's done if she dares to forget me- the one that gone wild and insane in contacting my FB-lawyer-friends that I never met in real!
And here you go for this I met them in real at last.

So tomorrow is her new chapter in life as a leader to her own peeps.
I pray and wish that more good things to happened despite all before that my darling Queen has been trough thick and thin. Last week was the week she been pampered they made more than two farewell parties okay!
Not to mention the Docs that fetched her from home to take for dinner consequently!

How amazing her charms that almost everyone treats her with foods~~~~~ I want to be there tooooo!

Emo ops.

You know all this happened just in a blink of an eye!

I am shocked. Despair. Happy. Cheer. Mixed.

All in all, saying goodbye is never the ending if the moment arrive, then we will meet again right?

Soaring upward mommy!!!!

lopas ni belanja pizza kfc nandos Kenny Rogers and my desire novelsssssss!

puhlease. To those who are still waiting for something you are hoping for, trust me the time will come eventually late or fast it would be- just have faith :)

Never lose hope okay?

In short, Big Congratulations from your BIG Die hard FAN,

Anakanda (daughter)

after this aiming for that bold color uniform mom :)

the 'stairs'...urm uneven. The most hottest doc in runway model haks

Some of them, part of the team.

New model...perhaps? In charge of ornaments etc

P/S: Thanks to all on behalf of my beloved Queen. Thanks to Kak Suza for sending photos to me to enhance my envy You guys cool and amazing and uh ya surprising :)

Would really appreciate it and see ya again when I see ya sobs :(

Best of luck in running the clinic in future with fantastic baybeh.

Appreciate Love

Love manifests itself in different way

though it's all up to us to interpret - L.O.V.E



In my own definition of 'Love' means -pure, beautiful and miracle (just popping out of my mind the moment I am writing this)



Love is subjective as different people might have their own perspective or opinion about love.

There would be a girl that mad in love with 'sugar daddy' ops! (for example)

Or perhaps a girl having affair with a married man and she doesn't care at all though would be the second wife

as long as the man would be by her side 24/7 not to mention had well prepared with a luxury fully furnished condominium and a brand new Nissan Skyline r34 for her.



*phewww*



but for the sake of love - anything for you bayyybeee



so love is in the air going high high and high!



Otherwise there's no the saying of "LOVE IS BLIND" or the lovers are the blind actually?



Point is, love could be in any form and as mentioned before, love manifests itself in different way so what I can say here, appreciate it as you won't never know when you are out of time. We're just borrowed and at the end of time everything will gone. That's for sure peeps.



So cherish the moment right now and appreciate the love by keep spreading the love by spending the time with loved ones this weekend for instance.



Got it?



Mucho love mmmwaahh!

That Magic Word

A cute teenage girl came in her cuter's lecturer room.

No, not for the discussion thingy either about the all dissatisfaction that be kept in the girl's mind just to waiting the right moment to speak out loud to that cuter lecturer than the girl.

pehe dok ni?

Make it short, the girl entered the room to buy the brand new book of Interpersonal Communication by who?

that writer of course!

So, once the girl settled with the purchasing and ready to step outta the room the cuter lecturer than her said out of the blue

"Congrats."

Luckily, the girl fast loading to catch up what was the subject refer to of the saying of that 'congrats'.
She with full of smile on her face with a little pimple due to missing her Queen of da Zadora El Merinque (where is that country actually?)mommy damn so badly cause you know it is still the first week that the girl just started class for semester tu two.

So itu perkara norrrrmal kan kan? Kasi chance ah ye!

Ok we continue the story back again..

Where were we just now? Oh this is because of you mom.

So the girl smiled and felt so high.

Maigad is that can?

Okay we try once again.

So the girl smiled and replied gratefully with the magic word before she leaving the room with

Thank you :)

p/s: you know who is that cute girl right? But that cuter lecturer than the girl? Oh better the girl only knows cause she is super cute than you I bet.

Night world and have a nice day ahead

mucho love

colorful of life as these beautiful of flower make my heart always thinking of you my biyuuutipul mommy that crazy with bunga kembang pukul sploh :)

My Dear Salman Faris (Cutie Next Door)

Maka bermulalah pengembaraan semester dua!

Straight to the point - first class was Innovation and Creative Skills

Guess siapakah gerangan yang mengajar tadi?

My ex bhahaha!

Ex-rps (rakan pembimbing siswa) named En.Maskor

All in all I just can't say as it was only the very beginning and will update and pour out all what I go through coming soon- so beware

*wink*

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Okay frankly, I just need sometimes to adjust well I mean everything for my good sake too pheww...
Yeah adjusting which is kinda hard to make it but have to. Imagine that I had for more than a month of semester break so am writing this in post-semester-break-mood :(

Mama..I miss you damn so much
missing to be your private driver - drive you every morning to the work
cooking whatever my fav dishes - spaghetti, macaroni, choc cake, nasi cicoh budu with ikang singgang  uhhhh scrumptious bayybehh

**srrrp**


Muhammad Salman Al-Farisi - guy next my door that never fails to melt my heart
his cheeky voice, sulking like silly lady maigad, longing for the calling every time he out his house

"aunty...?ah kak...? ah kak..."

Oh man how can't I refuse to attend to this sweetheart? He's such a cutie pie that shine my day though

Hard to move on seriously even he's just only the kid of next door sobs :(

It's the bonding and LOVE that matter uh plisss don't grow up too fast my darling.

Ah kak cayangggg Salman! and of course aunty Queen your always best friend.

*sigh*

p/s: had phoned and talk to him just evening and to my concern that he has fever though missing so dearly of me haks haks. Well his teeth is coming out but I bet deep in his heart that he's missing me and da bibik right Salman? You just don't know how to put into words right baby? My mom said that and yeah it make sense.

I just love this cutie so much lillahi taala. May he be a good son to his parents and always be a sweetheart.
Exclude being a hot and player that one I would teach my way if it happened.

Horse riding with Ah Kak :)

Muahhh ciket kat reader yang sudi terjah ke sini Salman

Ah Kak Su aka bibik nak igit eeee larikkkk! Gila bapak bingit telinga bila budak ni jerit doyyyyy

Nak ball? Saiyyang dulu! And he without doubt did it  awww 

Awek wekwekwekwek *blerghhh* 

Percayalah I lafff you more than Ah Kak kalau awak bawa saya round naik basikal ni -Salman 

Last day of our play time together at late evening :(

uai aju2 ampai okok sena apa alam aju sekuntum unga ina (Salman's song get it understood by yourself kay.)

thanks for reading everybody! Muuuuuwaahh from Ah Kak Salman  <3

Trendy Jumpsuits

You jump I jump- eh please bear that that this is not about Jack and Rose
So sit properly kay?
okay.

Yeah you read it well - trendy jumpsuit would be the entry today. So before further, let me reminisce my sweet childhood memories

*smokes*

Once when I was the cutest kid in the town ops! My beloved Queen of heart 

oh I mean my dear beautiful mommy would dress me up with red dress, jumpsuit, cheongsam etc

plus with sunglass and I was like a princess of Genovia from planet of Zadora.

*please don't ask where on earth is that place coz I don't know swear!) 

A happy fashion victim with her pre-school maths exercise book 

Just pooh my forever fav bear and jumpsuit 

Me, Cheongsam and my hired boyfriend eheh! *Im dead if he knows about me posting this up here sorry dude* 

*wink*

wait, what on earth is actually I'm rambling on about now?

if you are a lady, then you better finish reading this till end 

cause this is between life and death. Okay, it's just exaggerate perhaps but it's very..very and very important

when it regards us especially- the women.

Okay, chill ladies oh come on. I bet that you guys will become attracted to know about 

okay I give the clue alright?

the letter begins with.. F

err not that word F*ck haha no no ladies and gentlemen..mind the word 

Someone might smack me down so alright alright I'll tell y'all just be breath guys! Or should I give what is F about or otherwise you still be puzzled what the fucking F is about.

*tehehehe*

F stands for FASHION girls..uh come on! its F.A.S.H.I.O.N !!!  #sleekwhite

Jumpsuit girls, jumpsuit! Okay chill..to be honest I have no idea what it is jumpsuit thingy uh whatever but before I know what the things is really, it is best assumed in my head that jumpsuit is something to do with swimming suit. Damn it.

As I grow matured and more beautiful ehem! I have slightly have passion about fashion and here we go to be exact the trendy jumpsuits which appropriate to us- the ladies to at least one in our wardrobe okay! White would be one of nice color as it represents genuine and clean besides reflects the wearer of the day. Can't you see the shine bright oh man I think I suit perfectly in this jumpsuit even if not to the office to the lecture class. Beat you dear beloved beutipul lecturer tehehehe.

*peace*

This style is called as The Monochrome - okay I just bear of its name. Or maybe we could name our future cutest child in the world -Monochrome? Chill, it's just a two cent suggestion peeps! But hey, this trendy outfit is perfect for a career woman who wants to be looked elegant and sophisticated yet professional.
Remember M.O.N.O.C.H.R.O.M.E okay?

We girls should know this trend to look fashionable bayybehhh coz we women are so worthy

This last one of trendy and stylish of swimming suit jumpsuit that can't get out of my mind now is this one.
I lavvvit I lavvvit the first moment my eyes saw this suit! Maigad it's even more fab if I were the model donning this kinda clothes! I just fall in love oh what happened to me mommy!

If I were a successful career lady...If money just not the barrier and loads as if it are loads as the leaves on the big shady tree if just I am
*phew*

All in all, appearance is a major thing not only to men but women for sure. So puhhhlease open up our mind including me myself to be up-to-date with latest fashion not so over dress if you get what I mean
Would you just let people cursing all the day of your sloppy and messy dress.

"Look! What an outdated is her dull dress, like a Christmas tree I bet my grandma's taste of fashion way too high than her gosh."

*giggles like devil*

If I were the girl wearing that dull Christmas tree dress, hmm I'll punch their faces and run with full of my heart!

Be passion with fashion and you find therapy and happiness with it :)

Mucho love and goodnight and all the best to myself for first day of semester two tomorrow hahahaha!

Why so serious? No, this is no serious this is smart of Earth Tones with  pure white  blazer