Sunday, 8 December 2013

Feeling moment


Assalamua'laikum and hello!
heard that the flood was going to be okay
better.. alhamdulillah
Ish.. hum..
how start off? 
Okay, well this post is just more to my heart expression
what i feel now is

1. Nervous and scared of the RED letter Day on this Tuesday (sem 1 result being  revealed) 

2. Missing someone hehew - my mom lah! i want to hug and kiss her, eat and be her driver 

3. Also missing someone- krikk krokk XD these people are my .....
urm, my 'cik su yati' who stayed in Kelantan.. you know klate? (try say it in Kelantan version)
i really have no idea why she didn't picked up her phone huh! 
morover,my aunt Harvindar in Penang.. i wished her happy birthday on 25th Nov and she was super duper
happy that i remember the date and told how really happy she is if i could be with at the moment
both were my best friend hehe, they just like my own aunt 
and i love em ! 

4. Kindly excited to drive but since i'm in college, so no chance for me
oh! the day to go home is still lo_________ng 
it's on this 27th Dec 

5. I totally miss to have a great vacation with la familia!
we had never had a vacation for long time
yaa i'm sure about this..it's because of some things and stuffs need to be settled down 
and seems like on our top priority 
so, hopefully we all could have a super duper great vacation perhaps after me finishing this semester

on top of that, please i beg  your pray for me for the result
please pray so that i'll pass with flying colors 
who knows if one of your pray will be answered by Him 
okay, sayonara!  



Saturday, 7 December 2013

Mingle and Strolling Day


Assalamua'laikum and hello peeps!
how you doing? do you have a great weekend?
well, today i want to share something that i did for today
okay, let we start it with me woke up at 7.08am 
washed my face and brushed my teeth and got ready for jog with my buddy Athirah 
which i called 'Gemok' (fat) XD
we set it yesterday and this girl wanna to lose weight, that was her said vahvah 
so we made it today and wandering around the college
Subhanallah! the early morning's atmosphere was so amazing and beautiful 
indeed, it so exciting !

we jogged, we walked and chatting
then bumped into my old friend in primary school, Rabiatul
so the three of us jogged in the college area while take a fresh air of the day
after one and half hour something like that, we were covered by sweat and 
settle down to have weekend breakfast at the cafe
umm perfecto..
after that, me, Athirah the fatty, Wada and Nabilah went outing to Masjid Tanah
actually i really lazy to the max didn't want to go outing because of lazy 
zzzz
i mean, now the weather is unpredictable but alhamdulillah it was a sunny day
the reason we went overthere just because wanna buy the materials for our innovation project
so, don't want to delay and make the things easier have to go 
i could say that it was a great experience to have a stroll with our besties
and this is our first outing together in term of classmates 
we had our lunch at Ayamas and the owner was so friendly
he even gave us extra rice without any single cent charge, kind eh?
finally we went back to hostel by cute bus hehe
just pay one dollar to have the ride XD
huh! such a tiring day yet we were happy to have an outing




                                                         #my first outing for semester 2 hehe



SHE IS ONE IN A MILLION


Assalamua'laikum and hello!
happy barakah Jumaat everybody 
before i further my writing over here, please do pray for flood victims
in my hometown the water had reached onto the road from the Pahang River

Okay, this entry i make special tribute for someone special
hum.. eager to know who?
well, let me share some stories first
She's just like my second mother 
really nice, caring, clever and what so ever
It still fresh in my mind when the first time i met her 
she said that she is our new class teacher for 4 Sains Hayat that will teach for Chemistry
pheww! i was shocked because as for me the Chemistry teacher that we already had was good enough
a little bit disappointed but we didn't have the choice
At first, when the first lab session with her she said that her ex-students in previous school were crying 
just because she shifted to our school
oh ya, she's a new teacher in my school from St.John School in Kuantan
came back to her own house over here

To be honest, i was a bit scared and nervous of her perhaps of the way of she is that time
her firmness perhaps
and that year, i was the class assistant so basically i had to give attendance of the class to her everyday
Well, things seems went smoothly and just okay
Day after day we all knew her better and she was an easygoing person with her students
yeah sporting enough
until one day, the day of test for me at that time
i was sick
from bad to worse which  i mean that time was my fresh year just entered form 4
the subjects were quite tough and not easy to catch up at first
not used with all the chemistry's formula and things like that
it was like big messy to me
just went to school.. nothing i can do but sleep and didn't do all the homework given
didn't care what what teachers will say even scold
My mom went to see my class teacher for the first time and told her what's my problem
thanks she could understand me and didn't push me in the class
really, i have no idea what i'm suffering from that time
(will make a special entry regarding this later)
Of course she was so worried of me because i'm far left of the syllabus of the subject taught
even though my body was in the class but my mind and soul were not there
really impressive with her patience towards me
guess what, i  refused to write whatever should i write during the lesson
haha and that was made her so frustrated



A few months later on, i was better and doing good
all my friends had learned chemistry completely and able to catch up the tough subject (to me)
however me is still in Malaysia whilst they were already in London
can you all see the difference ?
i just redha.. but not gave up since this very kind lady offered herself to teach me one to one
of what i had missed of the subject
she asked me to go to her house to make easy to teach me
What a small world when her oldest son was actually my old classmate since primary school
it is Adli the Ciki boom
Truly, i went to her house for many times besides i was also stayed at her house since my mom was having her class in Mahsa so, this is the chance for her to teach me
how diligent and pure her heart i saw from the way she treats me until brought me to the house,
gave me the dinner,lunch and all my requirements as the guest
see.. how much of  teachers might be able to do as she did to me?
once in a blue moon right?
totally i really salute this noble woman

Not only that, you know that i'm not only missed Chemistry subject but Addmath, Biology, Physics especially since they were new things to me
such a crazy people when trying to catch up back all of these
feel like wanna faint like this @@ hehe
only the god knew what i felt that time, by the way it is not my request to ask for the sickness
so ,by hook or by crook i have to accept it with an opened heart
and for sure of the issue of sympathy he persuaded her husband to teach me addmath
kakakaka! what a nice teacher her husband is XD
the way he taught me really really gave a big difference compared to my addmath teacher in school
he is smooth person with patience and cool man!
sporting and supportive
aww so sweet both of them husband and wife


As this kind teacher had the youngest daughter which is Adli's lil sis, i and her(acik) made  friend
even with the second one(angah) i knew,
we laughed,played, ate and teased each other
no wonder the children were good in education as their mother was really good and kind to the students
there is saying goes that when ones make good deed, till forever his good deed even small one will be
remembered
uh! really touching :')
they treat me like their own family and hence made me no awkward at all

Moreover, last year which i also stayed with her and my sickness still came back
she's the one who took care on me
sent me to the school even though she is not going to school on that day because
her father in-law passed away
besides, she also prepared me the breakfast which got nugget, fingers and so on
and during the day when i finished my school, her husband fetched me while she was cooking at the house
proud of you teacher

she's funny and easygoing ^^

To make it end, i would like to take this opportunity to say
gazillion thanks to
PN.ROHANA BT HUSSAIN
from the bottom of my heart
may you be blessed and loved by Him the almighty for whatever kindness you did
only He can repay for all these
teacher, you are in a million . . .
i love you
sobs
okay, cant bear the tears anymore
have a nice weekend peeps!
xoxo

our bitter sweet memory hihi, 




Thursday, 5 December 2013

Experience of falling in love


Assalamua'laikum and hello peeps!

the topic.. urmmm sounds interesting right
hehee peace XD
well, perhaps what i'm going to share tonight is not really intriguing some of you
but at least i try
Honestly, yes
true that i had fell in love!
yes! definitely 
how clever you all guest it


oh come on, i'm also a normal human being, a homo sapien species 
indeed i also have some kind of feeling which need to be loved and loving
@.@  
like other people around me who are very thirsty the value of love
even animals like cats, hamsters, elephants etc need love
we all need love love love love
okay, back to my experience
there was once very long time ago which me at standard 1 that time
haha so funny when recalled back this
ehem! hehe it was during recess time and i was wandering from the canteen to my classroom
suddenly.... 
there was a cute charming boy (to me at that particular moment) walked around there 
he was going up to his classroom thought
and that is the very first time i saw a cute and handsome boy ever in my life
then, too impressed withe his cuteness..i followed him up the stairs
thought he didn't notice pheww
walked up the stairs while brought a Tupperware and water bottle hehe
to me he was so cute yet charming
and on someday, i thought he had noticed being followed by me
he then walked very fast and lost just like that
lol it's so funny to remember back the old school memory
Finally we were in the same class during standard 2 and that time i'm not so impressed of him anymore
don't know don't care

during kids time, i don't know what is love
all i know is i love my mom XD
then grew up to adolescence and became a teenager
knew and learn what is actually love
more and more understand better the meaning of love 
love is so subjective 
love is hard
love is complicated
love not only for boyfriend
love cover for various and numerous aspects
i learned the value of love so highly
it's from my mom, she taught me of love
she is the first person who taught me
when she made me came to this wonderful world
from love between my father which produced me 
biology students will surely know about this process XD

humm.. actually there's huge different between like and love
suka atau cinta
both are kind of feeling but yet still stand for different meaning
got it?

And now, what i knew is that i'm still in love
madly in loveee
with him
yesss him
He is my strength,my place to share and ask favor and he is my everything  ^^
i love him damn so much always and forever till my last breathe
swear
everywhere i go he must be there to accompany me
i never alone..
 and me and you perhaps and the most probably love for the same 
indeed he is for all
he is Allah the almightly
the one and only god that we worshiped 

that's my love experience 
xoxo





Wednesday, 4 December 2013

You are the reason why i'm here


Assalamualaikum and hello
wow! 
subhanallah!
Allahuakbar!
the rainy season have came for this year
non stop from yesterday
please pray for people in Pahang especially in Kuantan that suffering from heavy flood
expect the unexpected
well, it such a blessing when raining is falling down the earth
it enough and i don't need winter to replace the raining 
but i would like to feel the moment of winter someday XD
once in a life time in overseas
so, that's about weather now in Malaysia basically

Oh my goodness! why i keep thinking of my sweet hometown?
my beloved mom?
uh.. i miss her so muchhh!
even talk and hear to her everyday on the phone
i wanna hug my mommy
i wanna kiss her
i wanna laughed face to face with her
be her driver
but....
instead of that,
i have to be here
in this so 'exciting' college to gain knowledge
i know i takes effort and patience to go through all these thingy
i know Allah the most merciful is with me all the time to protect me and you mom
may you are always in the bless of Him and showered with his blessing
nite mom xoxo
iloveyouverymuch
till death do us part 
<3


Monday, 2 December 2013

I'm Not Happy Just because I don't Have Girlfriend/Bf


Assalamua'laikum and hello, 
happy Monday XD
hopefully each and everyone who read this would always be happy in this wonderful life

Nevertheless, it is quite funny and terrible if someone probably said
"as for me i still didn't feel happy because i don't have girlfriend(gf) or boyfriend(bf)"
i was shocked for awhile of this statement..
pheww!
and i asked one of my friend's opinion regarding this,
she directly said "what a conservative-minded that statement was?!"
T.T

Happy or in another word being contented is really subjective 
cover for a wide range from various aspects
happy could be when you have good and kind friends around you
even friends will come first when you are in trouble compared to bf or gf
come on.. please open up your mind
don't be narrow-minded 

I still can't forget my ustaz(teacher) in my high school said
i was just 16 that time, going to sit for PMR 
He reminded us to seek knowledge everywhere we are
it's very important than seek love in people,means fall in love or in puppy love
Love will automatically come to you by itself
but knowledge didn't
bear in mind
we have to seek it.. learn and so on
so, back to the main point.. is it will make you unhappy if you don't have any bf or gf in your life
i mean currently.. while you busy focusing on study, preparation of exams etc
ask and answer yourself
doesn't we feel blessed of what we ever had right now?
doesn't we feel that what we had right now is not enough?
muhasabah (review) back please..
i'm writing this especially for myself that will always being forgetful 
which is need to be reminded

Please do think back what is the main factor that made you happy and live contented 

Have a nice Monday! XD



Sunday, 1 December 2013

Janji antara kau dan aku


Assalamua'laikum dan salam hujung minggu yang gempak!
apa khabar? harap semuanya dirahmati dan dilindungiNya
okay, entri hari ni semacam sikit kerana saya menulis dalam bahasa ibunda saya
saja suka-suka, blog saya suka hatilah! hehe
lagipun tak menjadi masalah jika sekali sekala tukar angin ke timur laut seketika kan

Baiklah, di malam yang masih muda ini izinkan saya untuk berkongsi  serba sedikit mengenai janji
bab tagline David Teo, Bukan Janji Tapi Pasti..
haa gituh XD
mari renungkan

" Hari ni baru aku sedar bahawa janji itu juga cuma sebahagian dari kata-kata
dapat diubah boleh juga dilupakan
Memberi janji mungkin mudah untuk dilupakan 
tapi menerima janji sampai mati diingati
Ada waktunya janji juga menjerut hati sendiri
semata-mata untuk kegembiraan orang yang kita cintai "

Janji... apa ada pada janji?
janji adalah satu kata-kata yang mungkin dilafazkan atau ditulis yang melibatkan antara 2 orang atau lebih
janji untuk pelbagai perkara
janji atas nama cinta
atas nama persahabatan dan sebagainya
namun, tak semua janji mampu dilunaskan
mungkin kerana lupa atau buat-buat lupa
akan tetapi ketahuilah bahawa janji yang dimungkiri pasti akan dimarahi dan dikesali
oleh insan yang menerima janji
hati-hatilah dalam menabur janji
sekian,

xoxo

nuffnang